is this thing on?

I keep disappearing.

Mainly because I don't have anything to say. 

I'm bored and boring.  Really.

I'm torn between wanting a job, any job, just something to do, and knowing that I spent the last five years of my life studying and working to do something more than bag groceries.

I miss school. Learning things.  Feeling like I have a purpose. 

Except when I start looking at graduate programs, I seem to be entirely incapable of making a decision as to what I want to study.  Because I have no idea what I want to do with my life.  You can't exactly get a Master's degree in knitting/baking/photography.

And while I've come to the conclusion that I do actually like Indiana, I miss the personal space of Raleigh.  Which brings me right back to the job/school conundrum.  Being unemployed tends to limit one's options in that way.

I'm counting on NaBloPoMo, which starts next Sunday, to get me back into this space.  I miss having things to say.

~RLM

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[Phoe]

Looking forward to seeing you here again. You've been up to some wonderful things.